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OK, well now this may take a few minutes for me to put together.... bear with me and we both may learn something new:)

I am..... a wife, a mommy, a daughter, a child of the KING, heir to the thown of grace, a sister, and friend. Where I need to be right now.
I want..... another baby to hold and love Lord willing.
I have..... a wonderful hubby who is a soldier in the US Army and the Army of God. and a beautiful gift from God, named Corban (Mark 7:11 kjv)
I wish..... we had a back yard to play in.
I hate..... seeing Corban in pain and not knowing how to help him, but hopefully we will have answers soon.
I miss..... my friends Carrie and Kristin from WI
I fear..... Losing Greg or Corban. Being alone
I feel..... good, loved and needed
I hear..... Corban waking up from his nap and Greg in the kitchen making potato salad
I smell..... potatoes, radishes, and cucumbers.
I crave..... Ben and Jerry's Phi sh Food Ice Cream.
I search..... for the will of God and His hand in my life and that of my family.
I wonder..... why I am so scared of bugs, anything creepy crawly really
I regret..... buying the house we have in WI and all the pain it has caused us
I love..... My family, the smell of rain on a spring day, yellow roses, my heavenly father, and listening to Corban laugh
I ache..... because I am old :)
I care..... about my friends and family and the little ones that don't have any one to love them.
I always..... have a hard time relaxing and falling a sleep
I am not..... good with words, letting people in or asking for help
I believe..... that I am a forgiven child of God and that he has a plan and a purpose for our lives.
I dance..... with Corban to be silly and with Greg to snuggle and just be held by my man.
I sing..... any time I can as long as no one is listening. To Corban when I rock him to sleep.
I cry..... too easily, when I am angry, hurt, sad, or see others hurting, or watch a "stupid"(emotional) movie
I don't always..... remember to look to the Lord for my strength and my joy. I try to do too much in my own human power.
I fight..... with my image and my selfishness
I write..... because at times it helps me face my fears and put all that noise in my head to rest so that I can move on, it also helps me express my feelings and put them in order.
I never..... want to see the twinkle leave Corban's eyes, or lose my wonderful hubby
I listen..... to Corban make music on our keyboard and what ever he can find to use as a drum
I need..... to deepen my relationship with Christ and learn how to pray for my men. I need to learn how to better communicate with Greg.
I am happy..... playing with, wrestling with and tickling my Corban, just being held in Greg's strong and reassuring embrace

There you have it .... me in a nut shell .... three hours later, I had to finish the potatoe salad:)

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Jerri Phillips
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