Listening for Gods direction .....

I know it has been a long time since I posted last. No excuse ... just lack of initiative on my part :)

Today though, I am writing while trying to hear Gods voice. I have been seeking Infertility help as Greg and I try for another baby. It took us 3 years to conceive Corban and it has been another 3 1/2 years of trying. I had finnally been able to get the referal and set up the first available apointment (Jan 9) in hopes that we can get the ball rolling and that my body would be ready for when Greg gets home. The Doctor's office called me Monday and had an opening today. I took that opening only to be up at 4am with a sick little boy. I could not in good consience let any one take him or let him go to "school" as he cannot keep anything in his system.
SO, I wait on. It is snowy and icy out, the trip is an hour long ride, so given the road conditions today just must not be the day! It is ALL about God's timing though right?

Along with my starting the Infertility process again(We went through it back in Baltimore 2004), my PWOC (Protestant Women Of the Chapel)group is looking at doing a study this next semester on Infertility. They had originally asked if I would lead the Larry Burkett class on Finance which I agreed to, then I found out about the Hannah's Hope (http://www.amazon.com/Hannahs-Hope-Infertility-Miscarriage-Adoption/dp/1576836541) class and I have been praying that God would guide me in the direction He wants me to take. I feel that as I am currently seeking Infertility treatments that Hannah's Hope would be a good fit for me ... I can empathize with those that are struggling, those that have lost children due to miscarriage or loss through adoption. Am I the right woman for the job? Is this the class that my Heavenly Father wants me to lead? Is the Larry Burkett class where I belong with my accounting background? Is there someone more equiped for either one or both of these classes?

I want to be in HIS will for this! I do not want to jump in feet first and find out later that this was not where He wanted me.

Please God, use me, guide me, let me be your hands and voice if it be your will at this time.